Dear Reader,
My
friend, if you have the will and the passion for
traveling, I suggest you go to Savannah, Georgia. It is a great city,
where the history of the place soaks out of every brick, there is a kind atmosphere
all around you and even kinder people there. I truly enjoy my weekend there, and it has done get for my mind and
soul. I need to break. As you can image,
it is far too easy for me to get wrapped
up in my life and the holiday to the south was a good way to break up the
monopoly.
Not
only did I find rest on the sandy beaches and in the cool ocean water, but I also came back with a strong scene of
inspiration. I don’t, as of right now, have a story in mind but the weight of
the city came back with me. When you walked the streets of Savannah, you can feel the history in the air.
You know every stone has a story to be told about the city or the people or
events that were here long before you,
and if you were to spend your life unearthing these tales, then it would not have a wasted life at all.
The city itself is history.
It is like history come to life to take back the walls of the
building and infect every person with the feeling of awe. Awe in the fact this
city has been here long before you and will be here long after you. I have
taken this idea or feeling and long to put into my work. I want the reader to
feel as if the characters in my stories live in a world with a rich, breathing
history, much like Lord of the Rings or Game of Thrones. I have always known
this was a key to those books success,
but I have never felt it until now. I can only hope to translate what I have
experience into my stories one day.
Speaking of stories, I have finished yet another
manuscript in ToWos, and I’m very
proud of the story. The seeds of
something great as been bury within the pages and now all I have to do is water
them to bring them to life. I must always remind myself that writing the first
draft is simply pushing seeds into the wet earth with your fingers and the
hopes one day a tree will be born. But for a story,
the water is not from the sky but from the editing process which I still lack
greatly. I cannot seem to find any joy in the work.
And it is work for me. I have a
feeling every writer runs into the hurdle, going back to their work to edit it.
It must be the writer’s curse. I cannot
tell when my work is good or what to keep or what to take out. I put every word
the pages for a reason, and every word is
important to the story, but words must be cut, scenes must have changed or rewritten, and at the end of the day, it is a lot of work. It is the grind of
the job and makes what I love to do feel
like work for a little bit.
The feeling of work might be why I
have a rough time going back to editing,
but it must be done. Most of my friends
around me say, “That is why you hired an
editor,” and I do not disagree with them. They are right, but I first must have my work ready for an editor to see.
The story itself must be solid before I send it out into the world to someone I
wish to read it and hopefully publish it.
I’m trying however to find a way to
make myself do this part of the job. I make myself sit down and get to work
every day no matter what and if I only get through one page it is better than
no pages at all. It is a slow build to a good story.
Of course, I hope to have something
publish soon, but we shall see how that
is going. I will let you know when my book comes out and send you a copy. There
is a lot moving parts in my life right now; about to head back into school. Hopefully, for my last year and come
out the other side in the realm of philosophy. Once I had gained this title
(of Philosopher), I plan to back up my books and head to Texas for a
while. My sister has lied shallow roots there,
and I wish to join her. I feel it in my bones there are some great
opportunities in the Lone Star state
waiting for me and at the very less it will be an adventure.
The knowledge of knowing I’m going
to be moving at the end of the year has put me in an odd state of mind. I feel
I must enjoy as much of home as I can while at the same time be wary of new
connections I make in my life right now. I feel as if I have one foot in and
the other on its way out which is odd to me. I don’t remember ever feeling like this before, but I'm truly enjoying
it.
We both know a lot can help in a
year’s time but unless it is earth moving very little is going to change my
plans on moving south. I do not plan on spending the rest of my days in Texas
just sometimes there and then seeing what
else there is in the world. Where ever I end up in my life I wish it would be
in the mountains and somewhere far coolly than Texas. Wish me luck my friend,
for I will need it.
With a Handshake,
Chase
P.S.
I’m greatly sorry I could only send one letter to you this
month as you can imagine life has been
hectic, between me trying to put food on the table and finish my last story I
have had little time to do much else. I pray one day I will not be living week
to week, paycheck to paycheck and that my finance will be stable to some
degree. I pray I will not live my whole life poor and dreaming of something
solid or dreaming of having my work shown to the world. I hope one day my art
bring me some reward outside of the satisfaction of creating it. I hope one day
my art bring joy to others and glory to God.
I have also included some pictures of our time in Savannah, most of them taken by Amber and not myself.
I have also included some pictures of our time in Savannah, most of them taken by Amber and not myself.
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